Packing & Panicking

So here I am, about to embark on a new adventure, back home to India. Exciting stuff. I don't think the excitement has really hit me though. I have been so disappointed in my younger years of life that I have vowed now to never let myself get all worked up until I can actually see evidence of something coming into reality. So I think once I have made it to the airport & not forgetting anything(which reminds me I need to pack my toothbrush) clear security prayerfully without a cavity search & them thinking I'm Osama's Nephew(didn't shave my beard this time.... what's the point it doesn't work) find my seat on the plane & take off without delay... then I will get a twinge in my heart & know we are on our way!!!! Jaded... maybe, but that's how I minimize hurt & disappointment, both which are inevitable in this life. Anyways, we're taking Natalia to close friends house in about a half hour & we will be at peace knowing she's in the hands of a well seasoned mom who I know will take great care of her.(thanks wendy & kitkat) Well I better get going, bec if you know anything about me I tend to be a procrastinator & have now only packed my video gear, but no clothes! lol So stay tuned, show my page some love, email me djmac59@hotmail.com. If you don't see anything for a couple of days, don't worry I will catch up. I have to make sure I can secure wireless while I'm there. Love you guys. I'm out.